So, I either serve or used to serve someone. I don't know at this point. She's very mad at me. She has every right to be. I don't blame her. If I were her I'd be mad at me. It's not important what happened. What's important is this right here: Subs can be selfish. They want to be sissies. They want to serve. They want to be dumb, or be a jock, or have a tiny dick, or be gay. And they use their owner for that gratification. In one way or another, sometimes that's how it goes. Mistresses or Masters in return get someone is is willing to do whatever they want--aside from any limits the sub has--and to care for them, in time. Don't forget to give your owner what they want. These people spend inordinate amounts of time on you. Even if you just want to serve them and bug them about things they can do, it takes time. It takes time to train you. It takes time to think of things to do for you and for you to do for them. It takes a devotion to be a mistress or a master that is amazing. Some subs like to pretend that they'd never do anything to hurt their owners. And eventually, that becomes true. You get to the point where you'd rather hurt yourself than let them be hurt. But I know too many subs who aren't at that level, who ask for tast after task without giving their owner what they really desire, in some respect: They want someone who cares for them and appreciates the hard work they do so that you can be their slave, so that you can be their little girl, or a jock, or have a tiny dick, or a huge, bulging cock. So...all of you subs, slaves, and people of that nature...take a moment. Think about your important one in this hypnoworld. And for a moment, ignoring the stupid sexual desires to be punished or to get on your knees and serve, bow down, look up, and tell them... Thank you. They deserve it. Thank you, Mistress, and I'm sorry. I feel like shit, and rightfully so. I know this can seem a little sappy or like I'm blowing smoke up your ass, but I'm truly repentant and I'll show it any way you like. If you want me to leave, I will. If you want to only have me around to fill out your paperwork, I will. Because I think that serving someone means more than mutual sexual gratification from your dom sub roles temporarily, at least, I'm starting to. It means doing what they want even if you don't want to do it. And I'm prepared to do that.