Trance-formationsby springoStarted the evening feeling terrible. Watching others with positive trance experiences occurring, feeling sad and frustrated and embarressingly sorry for myself that I hadn't been able to feel anything close in my own experience.
Cried a bit, met some lovely people
Headmistress_Squirrel did some suggestibility techniques to test my responses. She touched my nose, my shoulder, my cheeks. I felt it better with my eyes closed first, but the sensual touch eventually meant i was felling with eyes open too. She touched my touched my forehead, pressing into my brain, numbing it, initially it was hard to type, positively affectiing it.
affirmations:
I can be tranced, positively so.
I want to be tranced.
I am Easy to trance.
I can be tranced at will
I am able to be tranced
Try not to look, but to feel
After, she pulled on my nose, elongating it into dogs nose for a moment, with a heightened sense of smell.
Each experience could be visualised eyes closed, then intensified, and then felt eyes open.
She asked me to write this to remember in times of difficulty.
All i can say is wow. Positive meaning to this in the future, i'm sure!
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