Woke up with a slight headache this morning so forgive me if I overlook/miss something - besides the attempt at what I think were supposed to be 'hidden suggestions' (like suggestions in asterisks) by 'Mistress Squirrel' that would've been fun if it had worked that I forgot to mention in the last entry, heh. That and thinking/writing about this is distracting/not as easy as it should be. ^^;

What started off as a simple apology and the showing of an entry ended with me going full-out donkey. Unexpectedly, I was encouraged to bray by 'Mistress Squirrel'. So one heehaw, two heehaw... then it slowly became what could be considered a haze. I think the best description would be that heehawing felt better than not and the more you do it, the harder it was not to. And the more arousing and harder it was to think too.

As for why it would be hard to stop? It feels good to heehaw and the more you heehaw, the more donkey you become so the more you heehaw. Again, aspects of a donkey were described, ranging from more simple mindset, some physical attributes (ears, nose, tail), an urge to heehaw to be a good donkey, and hard to think or speak because heehaw feels better and easy to heehaw.

From what I remember, I was also apparently given a few 'triggers' that would cause donkeyness and revert to arousal (and more - like getting donkey tail pulled). *blushes* Unfortunately (fortunately?), phantom physical manifestations are still pretty much non-existant or at least very, very, very faint. But it feels good to heehaw and imagine it and heehaw stuff.

Not entirely sure why but thinking/reading about it and hanging around WMM/IRC specifically just makes me want to heehaw randomly (at least in chat - not out loud, heh). Of course, it's controllable but it feels tempting to do it... and it's kind of embarrassing to boot (hoof? :P). Doesn't seem to have that urge elsewhere though (at least, that strongly anyway), thankfully. It could potentially be rather awkward to heehaw.

When the mind 'dulls', it feels like your mind sort of slows down. You can still understand and perform tasks but it feels sluggish and difficult if precision is needed. When trying to respond with words, the words end up being heehaw heehaw because it was easier to heehaw and it felt good to just be a good donkey and heehaw. It's both fun, arousing, and disorienting if you try to actually think so you don't try.

Admittedly, I'm slightly conflicted on this. Going all heehaw is fun (to say the least), but my affinity is more to a wolf and/or husky or similar (puppy? *lol*). But, it is indeed enjoyable to heehaw and be a good donkey and heehaw. ^^;

I do wonder if this continues, how much of a donkey 'Mistress Squirrel' will turn me into. So far it's been rather spontaneous and I don't mind. It's nice to 'lose control' at times and it's fun when it's not expected as long as it's safe and stuff, heeheehaw.

Fun, enjoyable, and unexpected, thanks again for the heehaw heehaw.

[Edit: So... after taking a look back at what I wrote. I'm all: o.o - I have no idea how it ended up being written that way. I'm gonna leave it because it's kinda 'unique'. ^^;;]