it seems the WORLD is conspiring against me going under.

or at least Murphy's Law.

so my files were all trimmed, and in my iShuffle. i go to listen.

silence.

weird, i roll over, wake-up the pc (i leave it under 'hibernate mode while i sleep, that way in the morning i can turn it on, replace the files with normal vanilla music, and then let it charge up whilst i shower).

anyway i put it into the USB port. it's IN there.

so i plug the earphones back in and hit the 'next song' button. the bit of deepening that i kept is there.

so it seems induction didn't stick, so i couldn't trance. i tried it twice, but my cat was also like OMG PLAY WITH ME WTFBBQ WHAT'S THAT SOUND OMG HEY SMELL MY BUTT. DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN I SCRATCH YOU HERE? WHAT ABOUT IF I BITE YOU HERE? HEY HEY SOMETHING'S MOVING! PAY ATTENTION TO ME

annnnd so i stuffed away my iPod rolled over and got some well needed sleep.

so talking to a few people and i think i'm going to go back to just listening to induction. i trimmed it, and for the next week or so that's the only thing i'm going to listen to.

also thank You to Gork and whoever else for, well You know what. however my conscience won't let me accept part of it. i talked to EMG and i feel a little less bad. i hope i don't offend You with it, but i am a prude. i have never been given a gift from someone online, especially people i've never met.

some of it is very very interesting. maybe once i can prove to myself that hypnotism truly truly works on me, then i'll pursue more.

anyway lots of things to do before sleep! be well!