So, I've been trying a new level of submission with HMS, combining text sessions with Mina's files. After a little tist duel which I resisted fairly well to, considering prior use of the files and sessions. I wanted to see instead how far I could go into submitting. We agreed upon a week trial of removing any resistance and allowing total submission (With the exception of extreme circumstance of course) Under the thought that, as I've not been able to submit completely in the past from subconscious blocks and having a naturally dominant personality anyway, a trial period of a week where I can get an experience for it, knowing that if it does turn out it's not for me that it's only a week, could be an interesting test. The time limit then enables me to then review and analyze everything I felt during the trial afterwards, with an unbiased mind without effects of files or suggestions, to see where to go from there. If anything, it's a good test of both any safeties if something were to go wrong, and a test to see how much I can let myself go, at least in a week. So, after a bit of work last night, I'd say I'm at a fairly submitting level right now. Had a good experience after submitting where she gave me 20 minutes of constant orgasms. Which, was both surprising and fucking awesome, as I've never dry orgasmed from suggestion before. It's certainly been a good start Listened to the file looped overnight while I slept too, so hopefully that should have some benefits when it comes to playing again. Actual submission is something I've wanted to experience at least once for a while, even before wanting it more with these effects. If anything, it's a learning experience to see what goes on from the other half of the coin. Plus the experience of the other side with more understanding, should help with being a better dom. In the same way that going under hypnosis myself, helps with bettering my own sessions for others.