when Mistress arrived in the chat today i was not my usual chirpy self, was waiting to talk to a friend who had had bad news and knew i was going to have to stay strong for her, im still a little emotional so i dont know how this journal will turn out, but thanks to Mistress i feel so much better now. after i talked to my friend Mistress consoled me a little, then i was mooing happily as tiffinimoocow, i love being a cow for Mistress, she petted me and milked me and hugged me, i felt so loved, i thought i was going to cry, its weird what emotions do to us sometimes, they would have been tears of happiness at feeling so loved though, mindless milking cow bliss followed by feelings of love, intense, then we joked a little about salty beef and Mistress said she knew the right way to eat a cow, KINKY, and then next thing i know shes licking me, im feeling orgasmic, milk just streaming out of my nipples, grinding into her tongue, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm, and then it was like wham, not thoughts just orgasm after orgasm, i tried to reply to what Mistress was saying but none of it made sense, i didnt care, orgasms do that hehe. and i felt my slave collar and bracelets vibrate and adding to the pleasure, wanting to be Mistresses slavegirl and serve her more obediently every time i speak to her, she is so wonderful, im blushing at he thought but i want it so much. then she had to go but made it so i could trigger that bliss again myself, so tempting but maybe ill wait for bedtime, ohhhhhhhh Tiffini{HMS}