I'm not into diapers and regressing to baby-like behavior. I never was. I was always submissive, and in fact sought out submissive roles. I did get somewhat turned on by the idea of being forced into diaper submission - going through the mind fuck of losing control over my mind. I also enjoy being humiliated. I've been listening to various training, curse, and trigger files for awhile - most of which were the curse humiliating truths and curse humiliating pictures files. There have been a few times that people asked humiliating questions that I did not answer in an attempt to test this. Just recently I developed an obsession with diaper humiliation. I listened over night 2 nights in a row to this diaper humiliation file using Cardigan's focused induction, and today when I was at Fred Meyer I bought a box of overnight diapers. It was embarrassing at the store because everyone was shopping and I saw at least two people I knew. I grabbed 1 bag when nobody was looking and once I was home put one on and proceeded to drink liquids. I wet 3 times and have been listening to various files all night. I even took a walk this evening with my diaper on and really tight leggings so I could let my dog stretch his legs. Every time a car went by I was worried they might notice. I think it's safe to say that if you ignore the curse humiliating truths or pics file that at the time you least expect it, the file will activate and you will seek to humiliate yourself. Yes I already enjoyed humiliation - but to pursue true humiliation at my home with a fetish I was never previously into is something I did not expect.