So last night I was done. I woke up mid file and just wasn't into it anymore. I put the package away and went to bed normally. Throughout the day today I wasn't thinking about it either, though I was hornier than normal and kept thinking about my "cuddle" buddy. And then I was driving home when it hit me. I could not wait to get home and put one one. It was about 5 minutes before I wet it, and I immediately logged into WMM looking for a forum question that would be an opportunity to humiliate myself. Is it the curse humiliating truths file finally taking hold even though I haven't been listening? Is it the diaper humiliation curse file I just recently began listening to? Is it simply me and my perverted ways? I don't know. What I do know is that I have the urge to listen to a playlist again, and it has crossed my mind to take ridiculous pictures of myself, hmm.