Updates.by DamarusSo. After the initial test was up. Everything reverted to normal in terms of the effects. Which, honestly didn't change me much apart from what I remember experiencing. It allowed for some balance for my overly dom side. I have since gone back to submitting to Mistress squirrel and It's been going rather well. It's been a lot longer than the initial week experiment, this time with no set time for things to revert. I can just stop if I ever decide to. I think with the more openness of the conditions it's allowing for more deeper submitting
I've been using Mistress's Belief conditioning Stage 2 file recently, seems to be working well. My submission is pretty strong compared to before. There is a fair amount of control over me that is pretty strong at this point. I still think the same though, so it's not a case of being a brainwashed drone or anything, which is good, as that wasn't what I wanted anyway.
I had also had some other new experiences with regression and bimbofication, which were quite fun. Bimboing just made me fairly horny and stupid while triggered, not much else to really comment on. Regression was more interesting though. When i was first regressed, I had severe social anxiety when trying to interact with other people, something I've never experienced before, which I had never expected to happen from regression from what I have seen from other people. For the most part, I still had the same kind of intelligence, but it was... Hm. More basic. Communication, words etc, were more difficult to spell and structure, mostly leaving me to rely on phonetics. The longer I was regressed it was easier to get used to, to the point now where if I trigger myself I'm mostly just happy and playful having got over the anxiety.
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