I still feel very motivated. I think I will have to pace myself or else I will burn through all my motivation too fast but right now I am really looking forward to my session each day. It helps that it has been a slow week at work too.

Bubble Induction was very nice today. I felt deeply relaxed and mildly entranced everytime the trigger was mentioned. Repetition really helps moving everything along at a faster pace. I hope that the trigger will settle in nicely at the end of the week so I can respond to it better going into the second week.

I also felt very relaxed during the Induction of the Instant Wetting file. The trigger just before the induction helped me a lot and moving along with the progressive relaxation given in the File, I felt very loose and relaxed.

Once the body set in, I started to slip up again, growing a little anxious and nervous that the file really might work this time and I think that is what prevented me from staying in trance. It took a real effort to continue listening and keeping my emotions in check, so in the end the File didn't work but I will stay positive for the next time.

Yes I am a little disappointed that I seem to block myself, but in the end more repetition will probably earn me more rewards, or my reward to finally being able to fall and let myself go into the Instant Wetting File.

I decided to listen at least 2 more times this week. I said I wanted 3 times a week for 2 weeks, but right now I had 3 sessions but not the desired effect, so maybe I should kick it up a notch.