I am going to try to keep this as a running blog to myself so I can go back later to see what kind of progress I have made. Like I said when I chose this file for addictive nipple play I did so due to the fact I never received much pleasure from my nipples being played with before. I thought this would be a good way to tell if this was working I have listened to the file about 6 times so far observations: So very much easier for me to relax into a trance and I feel as if I go deeper each time Last night could actually feel my body relax as file dictated Felt as if I was floating..at first my arms were floating and legs were like lead laying on the bed later chair felt as if it was floating and kind of rocking side to side Part way thru the file I become very rigid with almost euphoric feelings radiating thru my body I become very aroused This is weird to describe but I will try so maybe I can figure it out later These feelings are felt however it is like in the third person. I feel my body go rigid and begin to shake but don't quite feel it as if I was awake and streching or pinched This is like I feel it happening to me but almost like I am not quite there I have a feeling of total loss of control but at the same time know I can regain control when I want but don't want to. I never knew that I could be comfortable with this loss but the feeling is fantastic....really makes me crave more. I do not have the urge to play with my nipples while in trance actually have more of a feeling of I will do it later because I love how erotic the feelings washing over me right now are Right after I come out and relax a bit immediately want to carress them. It was only nipple at first now like to slowly stroke around it Today having the urge to play with them and this will just pop in my head I am also having a intense urge to have them sucked on at times but did not see that in the description. I wanted badly last night to be able to lick them...haha...need to grow a longer tongue or grow breasts so they come to my mouth....to bad can't do that....hard to explain to wife This is long enough so I will let it go for now.....If any of you are reading this and feel a need to make a comment please do or send me a message