So this is just an introduction to my experience who I am and what I'm looking for on this site. I've been involved with online hypnosis for about 10 years, on and off presence at Warpmymind and other places. I'm a MtF pre-op TS, and have been on hormones and full time for 9 years. I fully consider myself a woman as do all of the people in my life (almost all of them know I was once a man). I have no interest in keeping my penis or using it sexually.
My hypnotic interests include:
- mindlessness, which could go as far as to include temporary/triggered bimboification and amnesia;
- slavery, feminine submission;
- feminization, hyper-feminine triggers, and temporary/triggered slut consciousness;
- mannequin, mummification, pressure wrap, and other kinds of temporary/triggered immobility; and
- identity play, as long as it involves things listed above.
Turn-offs/limitations. Please note that these aren't just requests. If you bring these things up when I'm in trance with you, they WILL bring me out of trance, and I won't come back to you. Turn-offs/limitations include: urination, baby, diapers, age regression, breasts bigger than D, pain/edge play, public humiliation, spanking, financial domination, masculinization, furry/bestiality (I'm fine if you want me to purr and act like a kitten but that's not all that interesting online), chastity devices, piercing or tattoos (at least not for me, fine on others), getting/being fat, unexpected behavioral triggering in daily life (some limited thought triggering might be okay if it does not involve other people), sexual effects which trigger in inappropriate places (workplace, grocery store, etc), and transgender degradation (tgirl whore type stuff that is insulting). I am not into sissification as I see that as something for men who want to be feminized. Instead, I see myself as a woman already and have since I was a little kid. While some of the feminization effects of sissification resonate with me, the humiliation factor isn't the same for me (and humiliation is a turnoff/limitation, see above).
Triggers. Most of these I haven't listened to in a long time, but some still work surprisingly well. Some are abbreviated to avoid triggering: bubble, slavet4u, bimbot4u, freezet4u, bodyslavet4u and maybe others? I've listened to a lot of files in my day. I also accept IM and email, as long as you give your attention fully. IM convos with unintentional long pauses can ruin trances.
Files. Files I've listened to: obviously there's the trigger files listed above including the famous Bubble, Mind Mistress's files (Acceptance is one of the most powerful files I've ever heard), PrettyGetter's files and the Sassy files from the now defunct hypnobabble, AllisonInLove's files, Samantha Bandler's files, Catgirl's Gogo Girl, GoddessGracie's Bimbo Blessing (though I wish it weren't so permanent), Lady Jenifahr's files from the now defunct Sleep4menow.co.uk, Lucille Sorella's files (though I only have 1), and many others.
Experience (beyond listening to files). I have experience with some IRC hypnosis from both men and women, including some freeze triggering, imaginary dates (where the guy implanted in me detailed memories of us having dates), and some wonderful pink airheadedness triggering at MsSharlenesTranzRealm and related IRCs that was amazing. I'm familiar with Omega's and Mr Daniels Hypnosis quite a bit (non-castle), but often find it tedious and the guys don't want anything to do with transwomen. Flash trainings are neat, but have limited appeal compared to files where I can lay down on the bed, close my eyes, and really really lose myself.
What I Like. My favorite files are often the ones with multiple levels of induction that focus on mindlessness, empty-headedness, and brainlessness. To surrender the mind to a good hypnotist is my favorite thing, but the hypnotist really has to be good. Extra credit for NLP or other unexpected conversational inductions like that. Appealing to my sense of logic to dominate me is one of the favorite things a few people have done with me. Once a guy over chat used the body slave trigger on me and by identifying the brain as a muscle was able to use it to reprogram things in my mind. There's also the appeal to my basest self or basically affirmations that what I most truly want are the things listed in my interests list (up top in this entry). I also have a lot of experience with piss poor tists, people who tried to use me (and failed), and other things. I haven't had any in-person meetings with anyone yet, but I'd definitely be open to it after extensive online conversation and getting to know each other.
Once you've read this whole page, feel free to PM me, email me (katrinaslava@gmail.com), or contact me on Yahoo Instant Messenger (katrinaslava1@yahoo.com). Instant triggering will only be well met if I am in a situation that allows it. I've had previous conditioning and programming that allows me to be discerning about who hypnotizes and triggers me. If I ever want to back out of a trance, I always can and will if necessary. I have not yet had a situation where I both wanted to but couldn't.