i know i haven't been very good at letting everyone know what i good job ive been doing in this competition, and we did sort of pause it for the holiday for a day or so, but ive gotten a couple messages wondering how ive been doing!

doing so well in a hypnosis competition like this feels so good! especially since my mistress cant really get herself off if she doesnt want to lose even more dramatically, haha! i was a little worried that forgetting to give her triggers that would make her masturbate would be a problem, and its true that she hasnt become the doggie bitch i had tried to make her be. but making her deny herself is pretty good too, i guess! it really turns me on, anyway!

and unlike her, i don't have any reason NOT to stick my fingers in my pussy and rub my clit every chance i get. in the morning, at night, at lunch, on breaks. anytime i'm mostly alone and not doing anything really. she says that's because its "compulsive", but i know she's really just jealous that she can't let herself masturbate and i get to jill off all the time, haha!!

im getting a lot better at that file too! one time, i even remembered where the toilet was after listening to it! and i got there with no problem and got my pants and panties down just like i was supposed to. i mean, sure, i forgot to actually pee until i had my clothes back on and had gotten back to my seat, but the challenge is to find the toilet, right?

besides, it's not that bad if i get wet. i mean, being wet means i'm horny, right? and being horny just means i should show off by masturbating again. i know that must really rub in just how much better than her i'm doing at this competition!!