I love the idea of having control taken away from me. It's hard to obtain this desire with hypnosis files that you have to chose to download and listen to. I also struggle with post hypnotic suggestion. It is rare such suggestions have any affect on me. These combined with rape fantasies made the "Phantom Rapist" file an interesting challenge for me. While the impact of the curse (to be ass raped by a phantom whenever you're alone) seems pretty extreme, I generally can't get any post hypnotic effect to work. It's been 4 days now, and I've been listening to this short file on constant loop whenever possible, up to 3 hours non-stop. Before today, every "episode" that occurred was at least in part conscious choice. It was not constant, but at least once or twice a day I would feel like I was being pushed down onto my knees. If I choose to ignore it for whatever reason, it faded almost immediately. However, if I decided to give in to the sensation, I quickly lost control and was forced down and molested. The duration varied, but seemed to consistently end just as I was on the brink of orgasm. Today, for the first time, I was taken completely by surprise and dropped to my knees before I even realized what was going on. Every attempt I made to pull myself up just left me with my face pushed down in the carpet and the sensation of being pounded hard in my ass. It continued, on and on, until I finally gave in to the sensations and started to enjoy it. Once again, as I approached my own orgasm, it stopped as suddenly as it started. I'm still listening to the file, in fact I'm listening as I type this. But for the first time, I'm feeling some anxiety as I listen, wondering if the effect is going to start escalating. I should stop listening just in case. I just can't...