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Listening to More Life

by lew897

I don't know how much its changed or improved to be under, but Ive noticed that a few things have been happening while under. It feels a lot more real than ever before. I also get that feeling like Im there. Today, I took a nap, while I was dreaming I kept thinking this isn't a dream I just took a nap. Which is weird because I never have had those type of dreams where its just normal, and like Im saying that this isn't a dream because most of the time I know when Im dreaming. Definitely a strange but cool experience. As a side note, been using sissy acceptance by Siren and Vive. Very good file, Ill listen about once or twice a week, but the last few times I listened it felt like I was literally under a lake and talking to Siren, which she had a resemblance to a Goth like Hillary Duff. While at the same time making being a sissy more bearable and understandable for me. Been listening to The Secret to Perfect Skin as well, but modified with subliminal, binaural and isochronic tones. The one thing I noticed was that it makes my skin more oily, which makes me wash my face immediately after. I want it to work so Ill keep listening. Its been about a week of consistent listening. In the past I've listen probably once a week. I also want to write more scripts for the picking up girls that I've made in the past, but it takes about an hour which to me, is quite a while. Also, Ive run out of ideas.


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- lew897

The best part of all this is that it is beginning to feel like I am finally in control of my life. Or at least a huge part of it, since lately everything goes however. I also sorta want to have things work out better. Everything has sorta gotten bigger than I ever imagined at times. I sorta wonder what could be next.

- lew897

Been getting used to some the files effects lately. Really effective. Its like opening a freaking tidal wave into your mind. I don't understand it. lol. Listened for a few months and now its all so easy. lol. I have noticed that it is better to listen while not tired. When I first started I listened whenever. Now, being alert is a major need. I guess Ive matured enough about the whole process. It is a little shocking to know that your mind can be twisted by just a few suggestions. Even when I haven't done any real practice with any files, just general ones. Ive been listening to sissy acceptance once or twice a week for two months, and one listening to a cei video had me slurping down the creamy juice. Never could before but its like the suggestions seemed to force me to imagine me licking it up off her breasts and savoring the taste. All in one listen to foreign material. Intense brain warping.

- lew897

Finished putting together my first 20 minute pickup artist file. Was pretty cool to do since its been nagging inside my brain for quite a while. Ill probably start listening to it as well once I finish the effects of a few files that Ive been listening to for quite a while. Its been a while but I am starting to just get used to the files that I am listening to at the moment and don't really want to change it all that much, since its pretty cool anyway.

- lew897

Thanks for the suggestion, I might try it again if I start going out coming in sissy mode all the time. I really like the mode that I am in already though. As it allows for me to be me when ever I want as opposed to being sissy all the time. Although, I would like to have that extra edge of being into girly stuff running in the background. I might try it again some day.

- lew897

well, been noticing lately that while listening to files and being in life in general, Ive become more gayer, more feminine, and just having a hard time masterbating to women. even with files like train sex women which makes me feel like more sissified. and when I do its like Im living vicariously through her, since I only masterbate to out there girly girl women. Using phrases like that so cute for things that happen in real life or a story. Also, thinking a lot about men doing it gets me off. I don't even listen to sissy files all that often. Ive been consistant with them but I don't listen regularly over a weeks time. But I do look at a lot of sites geared toward women. Which I never thought could be possible to do, or fathom.

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