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Progressive Relaxation

by lew897

Still listening to my hoe made stuff for about an hour at a time and usually a once a week file of 45 minutes. I cant believe it, I just blacked out during a file and woke up two hours later. I hadn't listened to a progressive relaxation file in months and I just deceided to listen to one again since I had time to burn and I freaking went to the moon. I hadn't felt that relaxed ever. I just fell asleep. lol. Now, I make it a priority to listen to one of those files that have a progressive relaxation. Its like Im barely there and just getting a complete shakedown. lol. I also might actually be able to blackout to files that I listen to.

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- lew897

In the top I meant home made stuff, not hoe stuff. lol. I have to admit that in the long run I really enjoy having my mind explored. Its so amazing like, there are things out there that I really want to try out, and hypnosis is sorta like a gateway to that. Well, my mind is the key. All the stuff that I try out is almost like a whole new experience or perspective I should say. Sometimes the files I listen to are as life like as possible, and others like Im just doing my daily exercise of training my mind. At other times its like Im eating sweet sweet candy. Others, like sour lemons. I guess, even though Ive spent a ton of time on this it still feels like Im making it all up as I go.

- lew897

Lately, Ive been listening to sissy acceptance since February. The changes have really taken hold of me, or the acceptance part really has. Since its 30 minutes long I only listened once a week and at times when I really wanted to feel like a sissy. Ive definitely gone over the deep end. I mostly started listening because of fem butt growth which Ive been listening to off and on since last year. Sissy acceptance really gets me going and thinking I am a sissy. There are a ton of details but what amazes me is that I have probably looked at women the most in my entire life, since sissy acceptance, combined.

- lew897

Ive also come the conclusion that at times, it does feel like I am a complete sissy. I also, have begun to enjoy the process a bit. It does almost feel like I am a sissy pretending to be a man at times. Ive been into sissy stuff before, but it didn't go all that far before I didn't like it anymore or it felt too weird. This just feels natural. As for my actual hypnosis experiences, everything feels more alive. Ive taken the approach that I will study everything while I am listening and going under. I take time out to actually learn what Im listening to. Which helps a bit more than usual. I do sometimes go on a little tanget of other things in my life, but I remain focused even in that.

- lew897

Dont know quite what to try since, lately Ive been putting all my time into just doing trance in general with a few files that I made. It also seems like every file that I would like to work still needs more time to develop. Like my visualization skills. It feels life like at times, but I still need my body to relax more. Its very difficult for myself. I bet, that once that does happen Ill be all set. Geez, just thinking about it that way kinda made me excited about it all again. lolz. Been reading Izagatas blog and have to say she makes being a bimbo sound hot. One of the few, where I continue to be surprised at how hot it makes me feel.

- lew897

been listening to Bandlers trance files and it honestly has been pretty good. Second day in a row Ive listened and it is the only file that has me consciously feeling my body relax over the course of the file, like I hear myself saying there goes my head, my back, etc. But of course, it could all just be thanks to my new attributed attitude of studying the files I listen to. Its definitely a cool way of going under. everything is just better, it doesn't feel like im getting stuck anywhere. Its just good listening to files. It feels like this is where I need to be.

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