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Sissy Acceptance and Fem Butt Growth

by lew897

Been listening to regular files, as of late like once while under or relaxing deeply. Then once immediately after while awake and about. So for about an hour a day is good enough for me. I also noticed that the thing to keep myself motivated is to give myself rewards. Usually, the reward is listening to a file that makes me feel good. Or when Im in the mood just to keep listening to my training files. Im also starting to visualize tons better. Theres a mirror in bandlers file that says to see your ideal self. I am always seeing myself as this girl in the mirror. I have been listening to sissy acceptance since last year only once a week. Since its pretty long, and the file has really built up. Im subscribed to girl channels on youtube, tumblr, and can enjoy reading my sisters magazines. Ive shaved my hair twice, notice that I need to wear womens clothing to get this itch out of my system, while making wearing mens clothing a little bothersome. Ive also become more attracted to guys in general. I cant seem to get hard for women. None of these were in the file, so its probably just my subconscious. Ive been caught a few times with womens clothes around family members. I also was listening to fem butt growth at least once a week. My butt is pretty big and I can easily pass as a woman, but my thighs have grown huge! Ive been doing yoga since last year, considering that Im kinda short your thighs get huge if you work them out in any way. My things are probably 80 percent muscle and the rest fat. My butt jiggles if I pull it up and let go. One thing that Ive noticed is that slowly over time the file, I think, has made me more hungry because I tend to eat a lot of food. I am at the stage where my butt has grown out to where I thought it should grow. I don't know if I should keep listening. lol.


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- lew897

Still working on the other file. Takes awhile to do...

- lew897

This last month my ass has grown pretty big, probably the biggest its ever been. I usually don't drink or eat sugar but this month I went on a little binge. Created a lot more than I was expecting.

- lew897

Lately, this file has had me think and act on being as feminine looking as possible. Usually, Id be as lazy as possible but its coming to the point where I cant ignore it anymore. Like I have to have a womans ass. There was this young woman who had a gorgeous butt and I just couldn't stop staring at her. It was embarrassing since she would look over at me once and a while and Id just stare back awkwardly. It wasn't that I wanted her, I wanted to be her!

- lew897

It used to be this file only, but this year ive branched out and used different forms of feminization. Text with pictures, videos, files etc. Its all been seeping into my brain. Like from the very moment I wake up to when I go to sleep at night. Even in my dreams as well! Id probably be a very different person without this file. Its like Ill just go on feminine rampages. All day fan girl to all the celebrities.

- lew897

Recently found sissyify yourself.blog.com and it really does a number and can really change your perspective! Ceral!

- lew897

That blog man, really! I was on it most of the days these days, and when I was I was thinking about it. It mostly makes you into a gay sissy boy who is in love with women! Which is something that I don't really want but have trouble trying out, and a lot of what is said is good hypnotic material. Which always intrigues me since I can go into light or heavy trances and these blogs just make me re think every thing about myself. Like I really came close to telling everyone that Im gay. It says to get close with your girl friends and then tell them your gay. It also makes you very gay. Like you have to train your self. Which is fun. But I know Im sissy but Im not super sissy like this site wants but its a very cool concept that is very addictive in a good way.

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