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Dream World

by lew897

Its always fascinated me since I first started out listening to files that a sort of hallucinated experience can occur. I must admit that I myself have gotten very into the whole hypnosis world. It almost at times doesn't seem real to me. Lately, I will wake up out of a file and for a while will not remember why I am there. Its like I was dreaming just moments before. Its almost like sleeping, I guess. Except for 20 minutes or 40 minutes and then you wake up. I think the turning point for myself was when I listened to this file by Bandler for six months and I was going sufficiently deep enough to notice that I was physically relaxed just by listening to the file. As well as seeing stuff in my head as real life. I couldn't get the reins but I knew that I was there, that I was a person sometimes a woman sometimes others. Sometimes I was just floating along. yet, I never felt leaving my body completely, like I was always laying there. I figured that after this amount of listening while under and in the background while doing other things should be enough. but I never really experienced out of body stuff like I was extremely relaxed didn't leave the body and there were always levels. Id get used a certain level and couldn't proceed further perhaps until weeks later and then bam within days I was feeling closer to complete bliss. The bliss eventually just turned into another level, until again I would feel a immediate improvement within days. No matter what level I was at, I didn't feel content, satisfied but not content, with where I was at. So, I continued on and on and on. I think what really helped was the fact that I was okay with every step of the way, and still am. I think there came a time where I was like, Im perfect in everything. I think should just prepare myself for the inevitable, I will have complete hypnotic experiences. I just kept that mindset and lo and behold I have been. Like everything in my dreams are happening. Its pretty amazing. I still don't have control completely but Im just getting used to having my mind go into deep trance that makes me hallucinate on its own will. I haven't been trying to force anything. My mind sees what it wants to see, usually its about was going on during the day. Or what has been on my mind lately. I also, realize that all of the stuff that I was listening to while I was beginning had the same effects on me as when starting listening to the Bandler file, but I just gave up listening after a month while listening to other files. This file is the only file that Ive been listening to while doing stuff, under, forty minutes twice a day and for six months. I guess that for it to work you have to stick to only one file and long enough for the effects to manifest themselves. The effects have really been throughout my entire day. How I go about things has dramatically been altered for the better. Nothing really phases me anymore. I can be calm and relaxed when I want. The future seems easier to visualize, my self worth seems and comparison of people has been altered quite a bit. I sorta see myself as person who can choose what to do in life based on the things that I like. Its not always realistic, I know but at the same time it feels like I can better understand the limits of life and just be okay with it. I seem to remember things way better and can interpret them at my own pace. Almost no matter it is. As I still have some trouble recalling things that I want to. And Im okay with it all. I know this is a long post, its just that I can really appreciate life and thanks for reading if you did.


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- Endo

I think I've experienced the same thing you've described here (If this is what I think you've described). Sometimes, where you go down, and it's like you're half-asleep, and then you have these weird half-dreams? Personally, what I think is happening is that you're seeing the beginnings of dissociation. As "you" are deeply entranced, your subconscious comes up with a distraction for you, taking "you" out of hypnosis, so that it's just your subconscious listening to the recorded file, and you're off in your own little world. I've not heard of any files on this site that try to expand this, to make "you" more readily distracted by your subconscious, I may have to add it to my "experiments" list.

- lew897

Thanks for the reply Endo, its very thought provoking. It probably is what you say, because I think Bandler is very good. There is literally a ton of voices in the file and I cant listen to the lower ones, even though I can I just choose not too since the two other voices hit me in the right spots, as well as the ones just a tad bit lower and make me experience what I like, almost like a friend. Its sounds weird but that's what its like. At times it does feel real, like a real experience that Ive had because when I think on it, it feels like a memory. Even though Ive listened to it probably over a hundred times knowing its not.

- lew897

What Ive been noticing lately is that the file is tending to become very distant, I can hear the words and am aware that there is something happening, but today it was shrouded in mystery. I don't know if I listened three or two times, it might have been four. I generally have vague thoughts about what happened. I might have fallen asleep, but I was hearing the file occasionally. Also, it felt extremely comfortable, like I was losing touch with my body. Also, my dreams have become extremely vivid and long. It felt like I had spent a whole day in my dreams. I am quite excited about the future because I think Im going through another level, as the past few days Ive been improving dramatically everyday!

- lew897

Ive just had a interesting thought, what will I do when Ive accomplished all that Ive wanted out of hypnosis? Will I still want to journal it on this site? Or move on to something completely different? Ive always thought of this journal as something that has connected me to hypnosis. I don't know what will happen if and when I stop journaling.

- lew897

Lately, listening to hypnosis has been very enjoyable. Like I just feel good about it all. Also, Ive been noticing that there is a feeling like I am hypnotized even when Im awake? Like the real me is in trance. Also, listening once while in the background before actually going under is sorta required for me to experience a ground breaking trance. Like I can listen without the warmup but its not as intense or controlling. In my mind its like a training tool for my newbie mind. lol. I do listen a lot while doing other things but I only listen twice a day going under and it used to be only the second listen would be very good, now its been both. Like I don't know what Im going to experience while under. Even when listening to it in the background Im starting to find it a little difficult to not go under. Like I just feel this warm comfort wash over me. Like I said before I think I am going through another level up!

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