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Decision

by lew897

After a long debate with myself, Ive decided to try listening to other files again. I don't know which ones Ill stick with, but I kinda feel like I want to try other things once again. I will be doing ones that I have been wanting to do for quite a while. I wont stop until I get these other wants. I am quite excited about what Im going to try out. I am going to try two files out, maybe I shouldn't be doing two different files but I definitely want to experiment.

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- lew897

As a concequence of not listening to the file, I felt a lot more tired than normal. the two files I listened to almost didn't take me into trance, it felt kinda forced. Like the other file was more like a glove.

- lew897

I feel like a huge barrier was passed through today. As well as the past few days. Mostly, because I was listening to the file immediately before actually going under. First for 20 min. then for the full 40 min. I would have to say that it was very much like a training wheel with extreme ease. It was a moment of clarity appeared before me. I was contemplating how to get better memory, and it kinda was interesting to think about focusing on bringing up only one memory. Really opened up doors to my brain that I never have experienced before. Was like being on the holo deck I assume. It also felt like I was listening forever. Am very surprised about the amount of activity that occurred in my experience. Like I literally went through just about every sexual thoughts that I wanted to. Quite odd this whole business of using the brains potential. I am kinda in shock really. I don't know what to think about it. I feel rejuvenated and loose.

- lew897

All I can say is that it has made me consider making a better one because the one that Im listening to is not as good as it could be.

- lew897

the file that I am making has turned out better than I ever imagined. The voice is incredible! Im in love with her! It really has changed the whole experience for me. I will upload it in time, but who knows when that will be because my internet is so terrible I have to upload in another place. But that's not the point the voice is so sexy!

- lew897

The three days that I switched, worked tremendously. But I really did not go deep as I should, it really messed with my ability to sleep well. I need this bandler file. With the bandler file I feel like I improve everyday. With the bandler file Im unconsciously able to put my attention on how to improve, I honestly think that Im committed to this file until I can transfer this depth and relaxation to other files. Like today, I realized that my structure was affecting how relaxed I could get, so I just focused on my structure and it was like all over my body unclenched itself slowly. I have nerve damage so this was astonishing. I could feel my arms sorta being put back with life. Amazing.

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