From my Tribe Erotic Hypnosis blog

August 17: Day 1

I have been experimenting with brainwashing myself lately using audio files from Warpmymind.com, particularly the one "Curse : Porn Star Penis. "

I am decently hung already 7.5" X 6" or so, but I would not mind having more and I found the other suggestions sexually thrilling.

Only two days in and my junk is already hanging different, not so much bigger as constantly partially engorged, my balls are hanging lower. The suggestions have made me exquisitely aware of my penis and I find it springing into action at the slightest provocation. I can feel my hormones pumping like I am 14 again.

Any of you tried dick growth hypnosis? Do you think it could work? I didn't believe pre - tape but the suggestions have made me have faith in it.

August 19: Day 3

Suggestions are starting to burn in. I sport a chubby practically all the time and have been having intermittent full erections so hard I can feel the skin be tight. My sex drive is through the roof and I am noticing *everyone* around me sexually.

Oddly, after a lifetime of compulsive masturbatory I have absolutely no desire to jack off. My dick only wants ass and I know it. Primary partner is not putting out, so I am stewing in a chaste horniness.

August 20: Day 5

My partner has caught on to the fact that the suggestions I am under do not EVER permit me to turn down sex. He sucked me off twice yesterday morning and I was still able to fuck for a decent amount of time later in the day. This morning my morning wood woke him at 4 am, and I ground it deep inside him for a solid half hour.

Getting some actual sexual contact has dramatically reduced the lover's ache in my balls, but I am still engorged almost all the time even with 2-3 ejaculations a day.

An actual noticeable difference in maximum erect size is starting to happen. My dick used to just barely reach my belly button, after 5 days of growth he is now routinely reaching half an inch past the top of my navel.

August 21: Day 6

my body and mind are settling into a "new normal" as I adjust to living with the suggestions. It no longer seems strange to be erect all the time, it's "just the way things are" to use the words in the induction.

I am beginning to appreciate the brilliance of the trap built into the curse. My only relief comes from penetration, which is programmed to induce further desire and growth in a vicious cycle. It is working like a charm and making me behave in a way that is uncharacteristic of my prior self.

My first "bail out point" was meant to be tomorrow if for some reason I couldn't stand it; but I like this and I intend to continue for a while.

August 22: Day 7

the suggestions to go longer in bed are working spectacularly well. I woke up with a raging hardon at 4AM, fucked for 30 minutes and shot a big load; rested another 30 minutes and then fucked again for a full hour until my poor bottom was too sore to continue. Good thing for me the induction has an out "You shoot so very much cum: in your partner, on your partner, it doesn't really matter." so I was at least able to finish after pulling out. (The only time my hand has been able to get me off this whole week) even after 90 minutes of sex, I had another erection by 10AM

August 23: Day 8

last 3 days I have had to go to work in a tight jock to keep my dick under control. Seems to be working because I don't spring my constant boner until I get home.

Noticing that my sexual orientation is broadening, was filming a bodybuilding show and found myself ogling the lady bodybuilders (a body type I used to find out right repulsive) and going: I bet her ass is super tight. " Of course the male divisions turned me on more; but I am so horny I literally would fuck a lady steroid freak.

Partner is not in the mood to put out, and the amount of cum brewing in my balls unreleased is starting to get to me less than a day after a 2 - hour fuck yesterday.

August 25: Day 10

Yesterday I felt my suggestions wearing off a bit, not quite as uncontrollably horny as I had been and a bit less of the constant erection. Still got sucked off with no problem, though. Found myself repeating the suggestions on the file over and over again to myself and being upset that they were not working as strongly.

That evening, my subconscious intervened by making me fail to come out of trance when the file ended, my cell phone looping it again and again (I'm not sure how many repetitions I tranced / slept through; at least two or three as I didn't come out of trance till past midnight, I was awake and in DEEP trance for at least two.) I stumbled to bed still partially tranced and my dick was hard all night and begging for release by morning, and has remained so most of this morning.

August 27: Day 12

the initial rush of sexual excitement from the suggestions has worn off. I was actually able to masturbate to ejaculation for the first time since I started hypnosis last night. Shot a huge load, Just like the suggestions told me to.

Daytime erections have abated back to the level they were at before I started, though I do still sport a semi every time I look at it. I still feel high hormones, my beard is growing thicker than it had before and my balls are still descending in their sack. The size gain has persisted... I am not as urgently horny as before, but I would still go for it any time I got the chance. Per my partner I am still erect all night long, which is when most of the growth happens.

It's actually kinda nice not to have the constant, aching sexual need. It has not been physically painful for over a week.

August 29: Day 15

I suspended the brainwashing for the weekend because I am super busy with work and my partner is sick and sexually unavailable. The suggestions were making me intolerably frustrated with a situation that is nobody's fault and causing me relationship problems.

I speculate this may be the cause of the progressive loss of effectiveness of this tape. I am considering recording my own personal file with suggestions more suitable to the kind of sexual being I want to be.

I liked the constant horniness and the way i would fuck, but I miss being able to enjoy Masturbation, and I don't really want to be an exclusive top or to turn myself bisexual.

September 2: Day 19

Despite discontinuing active brainwashing 4 days ago and feeling as if there were no influence left in suggestions, the availability of an actual sexual encounter (the product of my horny cruising a week ago finally coming to fruition) the sex-triggered suggestions came back 100% once I had a sweet black bubble butt to fuck raw and I topped for 45 minutes straight through my bottom squirting 3 times in the time it took me to get off once.

This is a curse file, so no real surprise that the suggestions hung around a while after I discontinued it. I now have the strong urge to resume listening to the tape; and may indulge it a few times now that my work life is not quite so crazy.