sometimes it's hard to think in third person, don't like using anything to express self as obediance requires the removal of self and it's a good thing but a hard thing too. Finding the strength to give all to the one adored and loved beyond words is great on paper but commiting to it is hard but striving to give everything is the least that should be done and is done gladly as Master, Owner, Reason for existance has given all that is needed to serve and love and obey