Alright, continuing with the journal. I'm actually functioning properly again, turns out my sizable glasses of apple cider actually had something like a 8% alcohol content and I had 3 * 500ml glasses of the stuff. I thought it was hitting me harder then I was expecting (even for me). I took the opportunity to listen to the file after I was on here and still far from sober... in fact I went to sleep with it looping, although that was somewhat accidental. No overly strange dreams last night, but Daniella seems to be coming through a little more strongly, she still seems weak but it's far easier for me to discern her now... in fact today she wanted a tour of the house. What I've learnt is that I apparently have "too many blues and boring (neutral) colours"", apparently I need more "pretty" (vibrant) colours. Daniella, thought my 3 display cabinets were cool (I've got a small collection of crystal and figurines), which she fell in love with and it seemed like she fell in love with a cute little crystal teddy bear.. which I've told her she can have. I've also gotten the impression, that she wants me to set up a room, just for her and her stuff. I told her you don't have any stuff, what I got back was "not yet" small pause (brighter seeming voice) "I've got a little teddy bear, can't i have a room for him". It was during this house tour, I think I came to the realization.. what it must nearly be like to be a parent... especially when she wanted me to fill the backyard with sunflowers.