Sometimes, hypnosis does not work as expected and you can't quite figure out why. Yesterday I found out what was behind the writing of Stroke Manly: my subconscious wants me to build an emotional suit of armor so people can't hurt me anymore. No sensitivity, no vulnerability, no more submission. Kinda a toxic interpretation of something that was supposed to be about gender expression, not inner security. I have decided that though other people can safely enjoy it and get the results intended, for me personally this one triggers too much of my deep issues and would probably get me to an unhealthy place if I let it go to its design limits like it is intended to. I guess I will go back to Manhood Blessing, it doesn't have that effect on me. How ironic, since it has worked so beautifully for most of my testers and changed several people for the better.