I have continued listening to the forced gay thread. I listen once or twice during the day and on repeat at night. A few changes. I am in love with gay porn. I just can't bring myself to look at women in porn. I find women attractive but men's bodies are more exciting. I can't bring myself to look at naked women. There seems to be a block going on in my head. I'm also more aroused than usual. With the file playing at night I often wake up horny to suck on a cock. My dreams have involved having sex with men. I'm noticing men frequently now. I can picture myself sucking their cock, but I can't see myself kissing a man.