I work as a driver, at night, in Paris. My wife and kid live in the south of France so I live like a single for 1 month.. i drive a rich young man, I am kind of a servant a confident and I like this work as i ve always been submissive it feels natural to me to serve someone, i never feel humiliated at all and I' m well paid so I don t complain... I ended working yesterday at 5 am (Paris time). When I got home, took my shower and put on my big diaper as i m used to. I could at last relax from my long night , peeing my diaper while smoking a little joint... I had been very horny all day and night thinking about mistress Squirrel's words and encouragements coupled with Sarnoga's voice runnig through my head. After a moment, went to bed and started watching the "sissy video" i felt so horny at that moment that my dick got almost fully erect so I was trying as much as possible to make it go limp as i wanted to touch it so badly... didn t wan t to disobey the file as my pleasure would have been spoilt... after 3 views in a raw I was still a little hard and the pressure was unbearable, i was craving release... moaning... so I decided humm myself with a dildo as I knew it could make me limp and still aroused I watched the video 6 or 7 times in a raw i think before i finally cum so hard in my diaper watching the video, half limp/half erect... Then I felt a little depressed. I didn t like this game anymore and wanted to stop. I Tried to relax, to sleep... ... after a minute or two against my will came Sarnoga's voice... "At night in bed ,You are driven , compelled to listen..." I felt so good at that moment that I knew I had to listen before sleeping even if it was fot 1 minute, So I did... This time i went so very deep, you can t imagine how, i was tired, weak, a little high, and still quite horny. Then i had a very strong pressure above my bladder, a lot of tension in this area and I started to play with my limp weewee. And as I did my balls were aching a lot but in a very pleasurable way , i knew the file was working... after 30 minutes of the file I came again in my diaper, balls aching all the way. Felt very good. At last i could sleep and had that little smile on my lips knowing my weenie will shrink while i do...