JackDrago's Recent EntriesLong term effects of Manhood Blessingby JackDragoSo, I have now been listening to the Manhood Blessing practically every day since I made it. (September 21st) most of the time I do it once in the evening before bed, though I have also done 1-3 loops first thing in the morning if I missed the night before, and once or twice a week I would loop it all night.
Thinking
By far the most effective part of the file were the thinking parts. My mind pretty much only ever idles on fantasies of kinky sex, being a bareback top, and hypnosis anymore. I don't mind, I am thoroughly enjoying it. I notice practically every sexually desirable male in my environment and live in a constant state of awareness of male beauty and gender expression. I do catch myself unconsciously cruising, but nobody has taken the hint.
My whole life has started to revolve around being a top and being a manly man who dresses almost exclusively butch. I find myself seeking out submissive guys to practice my BDSM skills back to perfection on and deeply studying hypnosis. After making pig mode I additionally started looking for cum / piss pigs of the type described in the file.
Sexual Performance
Sexual performance as a top has been a banner success. I went from being a guy who could go for 15 minutes to being able to fuck for 45 minutes to an hour, two or three times a day an sometimes more. My sex drive to top is practically limitless, and I will automatically go pound practically any ass offered to me. I almost never lose erection during sex anymore and I don't cum until I have given my partner multiple orgasms.
Three nights ago, I reached life achievement status for most top time in 24 hours. Three 30+ minute fucks of my husband in the morning, then a pig arrived at 8:30 PM and I fucked him 80% of the time until 1am. Was still horny, so I went back to fucking hubby's ass after he left and went till 4 am.
Penis
So, my meat has kinda been a mixed bag, I have regular semi erections in public, much of the time, and my penis is generally more responsive and easier to arouse. I have not gained a measurable amount of length since I stopped Curse Porn Star Penis, but my regular partners say I feel bigger to them and subjectively, I feel more hung with the dick I have.
Body
Noticeable, but not huge change in my body. I had low body fat and not a lot of muscle before, I am still skinny, albeit a bit more defined. However, though I have thought a lot about starting a weight routine, I have not actually brought myself to do it yet. My hormones went crazy for a while when the file was new, but they seem to have plateaued at a level somewhat higher than before.
My formerly totally smooth torso now has hair around the nipples, a scraggly patch in the center chest and a prominent treasure trail.
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