Giggle... now I am sure that the file is working, I can feel the cords shortening just like you said headmistress Squirrel... I was a bad sissy yesterday goddess, couldn t stop jerking off, and I ... I was erect (almost). I diddled as soon as i got home ; reading yours arousing words ; I was burning from the inside, too horny to do anything else, too excited to even think. I had the orgasms of my life ( 3times) i feel like I have lost all control and I am constantly aroused now. my balls ache everytime I think about these events : Judy Anne, I love my new name... When I diddled the second time yesterday i was looking at my new picture thinking about I small my weenie will become, whispering; i am Judy-Anne, Judy-Anne, I m such a good sissy princess...I did cream my undies like sissy My poor english vocabulary can't translate those rush but I m not sure that French would either, as the feelings of excitment are so strong! After a minute or two I did play with myself again looking at the beautiful sissy video, so entrancing...I came so hard once again that my body was shaking and my balls shivering painfully. I had to rest a little from these overwhelming feelings as it could kill me with pleasure! So I tried to sleep, but couldn't... and after 2 or 3 minutes Sarnoga's voice popped up again... I had to listen before bed... but this time while listening I was distracted and couldn't concentrate on his words at all, I was thinking about my new goals and appearence, thinking about headmistresse's words and suggestions like a thirsty sissy. Strangely Sarnoga s voice had much more effects on me as I was distracted and I could feel the file effects like fire in my balls and weeny... I m hooked and I love it. Cuming the third time I drifted off to sleep, balls retracting and spermatic cords shortening, I had that little smile of contentment knowing I was on the way... Judy-anne