I soon as I got home yesterday I found myself reading all headmistress Squirrel's words... pure pleasure, her words are magical, I had multiple orgasms like women experiment I believe, my body was shaking with spasm, waves of pleasures were washing over me. What a sweet delight... nothing compares to that feeling, it is 10000× richer than what I used to feel when excited or when touching... it felt like she was pushing a button inside me, moving her fingers or something, mouth open I was enjoying every second of this, such a rush, couldn t think, couldn t move... pink clouds...happiness... submissivness... craving these feelings... It is not the first time that I feel these multiple orgasms inside me, this burning desire as if something was boiling in my pelvis area, kind of a burning g-spot ; evertime I have that sensation, this rush of sensitive pleasure, I feel so vulnerable, so soft, as if I were transforming into a marshmallow! As I said I am a painter/artist ; but I prefer to have another job for a living , I am free to paint whatever I want, and I don t have to sell anything which is much better for me. Still I ve had a long period of non-inspiration for my art and I felt bad about it. Sensitivity was missing... and Magically, my need to paint is back ! Those strong desires I had, this kind of frustration got me so much more creative!!! Thank you so much about that... Has usual I didn t want was to listen to the curse but still did as I needed it to sleep... I was very deep again, thinking about those exciting thoughts of submission I had erlier, I was feeling I had no penis at all, all shaved... I came again while touching my nipples and weenie at the end of the file ;) then I felt it... at the moment I was going to fall asleep, my spermatic cords were burning, it was quite painful actually, not very pleasurable but it is part of my special treatment I suppose... :)