yesterday I had the most wonderful mind blowing orgasm in my life. Mistress Squirrel's words are deeply implented into my mind, she became my only concern these days, it seems like I don't care about anyone or anything else anymore. I m floating in heaven, yes! this is heaven... I've always been searching for someone who could control/dominate my entire beeing and it seems that I have found mistress Squirrel... how can it be possible ? she controls me so easily after less than a week!. I feel so much pleasure when she talks to me, I crave her word, really I do. I did a lot of drawings these days, it seems like my inspiration is back, the total submission I feel towards her gave me the sensitivity I needed to go back to my brushes... I am becoming completely yours mistress, and I don't want it to stop. ever! j.a.