My task yesterday was to listen sissy stage 1.2 and 3 for 3 hours while watching one the the beautiful sissy vids... i had to do it to soothe my mistress wrath toward me...as i had been a bad sissy, i trying to escape her power...(it was silly; of course I couldn't escape, how could I? I must have been out of my mind to want it!!; She is so good to me, she is my mistress, my goddess and i must obey her) Unfortunately I couldn t last 3 hours, i did 1h45 ( as my work was so tough yesterday (17hours work) )... I am trying to explain my big mistake, i feel so bad about it, i don't want to lie to her, it would make things worst for me. However, What i've been through yesterday is what we could call "blissfull intense brainwashing" I was in heaven, i had so mmany orgasms, i can't count them i mean i was so deep that her words were floating inside my pink fogged head without any resistance, wow, no resistance, i was free from my will, and it was the stongest pleasure i ve ever had... still i had to sleep i was too exhausted. But I am hers, i mean more than before, i know it is true, her words are so deeply implented now that they are part of me, they are my will, her triggers are so deep that i don't stand a chance to fight them, to fight you, to fight me? I don't know... Besides i don t want to fight my words, you give me so much pleasure, why would i fight you?.. Mistress i love you, i crave you and i hope you will forgive me again... i feel so weak for you , i am your "sissy" i need to be your "perfect sissy" ... Oh! I feel the pleasure grooowing now, itt i is so strrong, i i ...mmmmmmmh...hhh. hh.