Still following my treatment (sissy 123 and sissy video) before sleep. Yesterday i went as deep as i m now used to, legs spread, touching my pussy lips and hard nipples as usual... bissful arousal... After 1h, i creamed my panties, i was moaning, then shouting from pleasure, earthquake orgasm, spasm all over, wave after wave of sexual release... like a good sissy... I was drifting to sleep when i felt a huge orgasm through my body, no control, contractions, shiverings, oh my goddess it was so strong again, i am litterally addicted to you, hard drug actually. I feel more and more yours each day, more and more aroused. Today i started to envy beautiful girls more than desiring them, i wanted to be like them, i start to look at men s cocks too ; can't resist the idea of sucking one, or beeing pounded in my narrow ass... am i beeing gay? I don't know but what i know is that i need, crave to obey my mistress because she is my only pleasure, SHE rules over my weak mind now, and it feels so good, so right! I love you headmistress Squirrel. J.a.