I can't explain correctly the infinite arousal I feel when I listen to her voice, her words are magical, oh Goddess! You are a divinity! How did you manage to control me like that in 20 days? Your words are popping in my mind during the day now and I trance very often without any control... yesterday, i was enjoying a coffee sitting in a "coffee terrasse" in Paris, contemplating the scenary,watching things and people around with no particular thoughts, the moment after I was earing quite clearly "perfect sissy" and instantly went deep into trance, I had contractions in my pelvis area, my eyes half closed to enjoy the pleasure I was moaning dreaming, just enjoying...some girls 2 tables away saw me and just laughed at me, my face turned red, i was so embarassed that I had to run out of the coffee, looking at my feet... This kind of situation happen more and more, but I enjoy it a lot actually, the humiliation is sweet, knowing that my mistress took control of my mind at this moment, such a sweet feeling, such a bliss... J.A.