yesterday i bought 4 women undies. and a woman parfume. And as i wake up now, i have an incontrollable urge to wear make up, to look like a beautiful sissy for my mistress, i have no feminine cloth yet and i am not sure where to go for the moment so i am not ridiculous wearing them ;) I wanna be beautiful, cute and desirable, and it is far from beeing easy with what i really look like! i have to find a fine sissy look for my mistress, it is a challenge! besides, i am not rich and women cloth and make up and stuff are very expensive! but i don't complain, i'll do my best to be cute for her, i wanna be her toy, her thing, to let her rule over my brain and life forever. that is how i feel right now, i feel like i need to please her very much.... i need to serve you, i crave to serve you, Judy