love is all arround me these days, i feel it like a cotton prison, I am at peace, softly bounded by my mistress... Oh it is so sweet, it is so beautiful to give yourself to someone who is willing to accept this gift! I had an orgasm yesterday, and it was quite different, i was watching a movie and I can't remember how or when it happend, i just remember how intense it was, i had just some kind of blury thought or image related to my mistress, and then, the orgasm, shaking, tingles, contractions, moaning, crying, no control, it was very powerful! and i had no control.... and then peace, smile and calm... but during the film!! I mean can this kind of orgasm happen during a conversation with someone?? hmmm... i guess that would be bad... wouldn't it ? (blush) oh and i also woke up this morning with an image of you mistress, it is quite clear, you walk toward me, you are happy, you are sublime, with your dark hair, you are wearing a long black dress, a corset, and black leather gloves, but you are friendly beside you fascinating appearence, you are giving me an object, you are very happy to do so, i instantly recognize it, it is a beautiful dildo, it is thin and shaped like a knife... Judy-Anne is written on it in small bright letters... then i woke up extremly aroused again... feeling i had to write about it. I love you mistress... I want to live for you. for you, forever, I want to become your perfect sissy, to live at your feet. to serve you, to worship you. Judy