Woke up feeling well, nothing special, but with the need to write Miss Eleanor to report my last part of the night. Went to work and received an answer from Miss Eleanor, and my body changed, heart beating faster and excitement growing (it also does as I am writing this on Tuesday morning), and we chatted a bit. I found myself telling her my most intimate thoughts as they were forming, flowing directly from my mind to my fingers automatically. She was very pleased to know it, and that made feel even more excited. There was a point when I was trembling and couldn´t stop it while chatting. Miss Eleanor noticed my arousal and ordered me to edge all day but not to cum until 8 PM. Some of her later comments and praises almost made me orgasm on the spot, and I had to use all my willpower not to do so. For the rest of morning was coming back to arousal now and again. I am trembling now a bit as I recall it, and my submissive part feels called in.   After lunch I had sex with my wife and I was forced to cum, disobeying Miss Eleanor orders. Coming back to work, I did some mind mapping and planning, and gave my submissive inner part full openness to Miss Eleanor programming and priority over everything when in Miss Eleanor presence, with the support of the rest of my mental structure. I wrote an apology note to Miss Eleanor for not having being able to follow her order of not cumming, explaining her the reasons. Evening was quite busy at work, but when 8 PM was closing in, I got really excited and had to masturbate and cum at the precise time.   At night, I listened again Miss Eleanor audio file three times, getting deeply relaxed from the go. I droned out a few times, missing small parts, and something strange happened as I started to tremble and shake uncontrollably full body near the end of the file, feeling all my muscles tensing and a weird sensation as if my body was somehow shrinking a little. It passed before the end of the audio. After listening it one more time, but without finishing it completely (I got out of relaxed trancing state), I reported Miss Eleanor, referring to myself as drone all time for no particular reason. She asked me what would I like to do then, and I only could think of pleasing her obeying any order she had for me. Miss Eleanor ordered me to kneel for 20 minutes and loop a mantra of submission to her. It was late night and again my first thought was of uncertainty, but I told myself not to give up, and kneeled and started reciting my sentences over and over, and as I was doing it, I evolved from the sensation that I was doing because I was forcing myself to do it, to a state where I couldn’t tell if I would be able to stop kneeling and chanting, and frankly, a bit afraid of trying to stop. I did the 20 minutes and reported to Miss Eleanor. Then it was sleep time for me.