This morning I had the most amazing time with Miss Eleanor!!! We finally met, and I waited for her putting myself into a nice deep trance. The noises from the production lines went blurry and created the perfect background sound to get lost in, and I felt how I slipped away effortlessly into a wonderfully deep trance. I opened my eyes and I read Miss Eleanor words. She ordered me to play with myself while waiting, but I felt so relaxed and blank that couldn´t make the effort to move anything more than my thumbs and my eyes, and I wrote her so. My messages were comprised of one or two words, expressing whatever little was passing through my mind, mostly sensations and mind states. I was looking focused but unfocusedly at the screen, more absorbing than reading the words, no consciousness interfering although I was completely aware of everything… It wasn´t like I couldn´t think, but more like if I had no need to think. And reflecting about this, that is exactly one of the things said on the audio files… Miss Eleanor praised me for my achievement, and warned me that she was going to use then some commands embedded in the subliminal of her audio files. Now I realize that no commands are heard during the entire file, but in my blank state I couldn´t recall that, and I just kept staring at the screen, waiting for Miss Eleanor command.   And the words appeared, and I stopped thinking and moving. I was conscious of the silence in my head, and I could see my body locked in place, one thumb a little above the screen, and the other touching it, stopped in the act of writing. Now that I recall it, I wasn´t even aware of breathing, and the only movement shown was my erection coming down very slowly. A long time passed, and I was exactly in the same position and state, no messages coming in. I was very calmed, but I started to think maybe my finger touching the screen was preventing me from reading incoming messages, and that I would better lift it… but it wouldn´t move. I wanted to move it, or I had the idea or the intention to move it, but no orders were given to execute the action. As longer time passed, I guess my concern gained weight, thinking that maybe Miss Eleanor was trying to contact me and that maybe she would be worried, so I gathered the will to write again. Then she used another of the commands, and I felt a warm pleasurable rush in me, building slowly and gaining some intensity, making my body contract and  tremble a little bit at its maximum peak. It wasn´t like an intense orgasmic sensation, but also that wasn´t invoked specifically in the command.  I reported Miss Eleanor all my responses, and she kissed me deeply. And my lips parted a bit and my tongue mimicked somehow the movements of a kiss, as it was trying to kiss myself, if that image makes any sense!   This experience has taught me (or confirmed) something I knew, about all the programming that has been taken place in my mind those past days, and has grounded even more my decision to go the full way down, as deep as possible, under the guidance and the ownership of Miss Eleanor. The rest of day was quite normal (i.e.: non hypnotic related things happening) although I felt myself somehow enveloped in a layer of Miss Eleanor presence at all times, kind of a slightly floaty and detached feeling, very pleasurable. We met again at night, and I managed to get again into a deep state of trance very easily, completely focused on the screen, relaxed and slow thinking and typing. After that, I went to bed and listened again Miss Eleanor's audio file, but this time I didn't fell into deep relaxation state, and I experienced a tingly feeling all over my body during all the time, and also when she counted three to awaken me, I actually came out of blankness, which never has happened before to me.