I listened to this file here: http://www.warpmymind.com/Files/6550/Becoming-a-Girl-one.php I have to say.. read my comment to get more info. It really effected me and without an induction! I can't shake the feeling it's given me.. My thoughts feel like they have been changed. I'm already feeling very strong desires to do more girly things after ONLY one listen... maybe people are right. .. maybe I really am a better hypnosis subject than I thought and certain things are just hard to achieve with hypnosis. Like I actually feel the file effecting me in my head >.< I can't help but give into it!!!!!! I feel like.. hm... it is almost like the sensation of water rushing over your mind, and creating pressure. Eventually it just sweeps you up and your having to give into the flow. Your thoughts just change out from underneath you... it is a interesting sensation One I'm delighting in the more it happens to me!!! MAYBE THATS PART OF HYPNOSIS AND HOW IT WORKS. Well this file works... So in the mirror I was like mROW!!! omg.. staring at myself first. confused.. grr.. uhm then.. I just started seeing myself as a girl.. I think I nearly hallucinated... right now I am seeing myself with breasts in my mind and softer skin..thinner body ... >.< I feel lighter.. this wierd buzzing sensation is through all my nerves. I've been changed!!! 0_o it feels so good.. so much pleasure.. How is this possible? I was also still skeptical hypnosis could effect me alot.. *giggles* omg.. at this rate.. I will end up acting like a girl far more around people like I once did without thinking about it.. I am not embarassed though... I only feel embarassed if it feels like I am forcing it or if it feels un natural.. but when I am influenced to change my behavior past my concious focus.. I am not focused on doing it and it just hapens to me... it does not feel the same way and I am not embarassed..atleast.. There was a stage though where it was happening to me after I listened to a lot of feminization hypnosis to the point an instructor of mine seemed to be believing I was transgender.. which was funny because I did not dress in strictly feminine clothes at all >.> Oh well.. confused.. but happy... this change does not seem to be going away and it is making all the other changes that I have had mentally even stronger dare I say (more worse?) Irresistable? we will see if it lasts or not... I doubt it will last but... *groans* I can not shake this awkward feeling that no matter what I think about or try to avert my thoughts or change the fact I have been changed now... it just comes back as I have been changed a little. my thoughts are just over riding ME. This is interesting. Till next time. mrow!!!!! *purrs* heehee.. wait.. hm.. bye!!! *distracted again* noo..