I figured I'd get a proper post up here since it's been a while.

First off, work and school has been pretty great, I've got the rest of this year's end completely free now. I'm hoping within the next couple months to maybe get myself my own place once my schedule and finances stabilise.

My BFF actually moved with her guy for work a while back (cant remember if I posted of it already or not) - I chatted a bit with her recently and they're doing great. She said she's been orgasming her brains out & thinking about getting a couple tweaks done to her looks once they put some more work time in.

I've not done anything particularly drastic to myself - just the easy stuff like exercise & lip products. I'm not sure when exactly it started taking hold, but my lips and ass are looking pretty awesome if I do say so. I'm actually not too keen with how I look with lighter shades of hair color, so I've basically just been keeping it long and dark. There's definitely enough girls popping up on reddit these days looking all spaced-out and fuckable & yet aren't blonde, so I'm not in a hurry to change mine.

Now for the "fun" part.

First off, I continue to be amazed by how much I've changed as a person since I originally started trying files & posting on here. Sex has almost completely consumed my life. Even the slightest hints poking at my triggers turn me into a mindless whore still. My susceptibility to suggestion & all that has only increased over time.

I'm still seeing my guy friend - he dropped off for a short bit, but we've been doing a "friends with benefits thing lately". I've been pretty sore all December, but cant seem to shake the bimbo haze once my switch gets flipped.

I'm a little embarrassed to post this next tidbit.....one of the first couple files I used to use with regularity installed a pretty extreme breast fixation in me, and I haven't been able to shake it. My guy friend also has a bit of a fetish for them, and it's even more intense given that I can consistently orgasm my brains out just by playing with my tits. So after {however long it's been since I started posting on here} & them getting constant attention, especially exceedingly heavy use over the last two months, they've actually started.....leaking......quite a bit in fact.

I noticed at some point that they were obviously swelling and getting a bit sore. I was a bit confused by what was up - I didn't catch the pregnancy virus & nothing scary-medical was happening. At this point, it seems to just be the constant stimulation and just general body chemistry stuff. Either way, my guy friend & I were going at it back towards the start of December and he was wondering why the hell his hands were wet after we were done - turned out I was leaking. This basically jump-started his sex drive to max......I've actually given more titjobs this past month than I have......in my life?

I don't know what to think about all of it. The more intense he gets, the more it happens. I've gotten to the point where I actually start hurting if I don't take some time out a couple times a day to....more or less milk myself. @_@ It's mostly been him doing it when we've been fucking around together though - on days we meet up, he prefers to milk me himself and have me squirting everywhere whilst we fuck. As weirded out as I am by it, I dont think I've ever had such amazing orgasms, and its like instant Viagra for him, so we basically just fuck until we're too tired/sore/bleeding.

I'm kind of worried this is going to escalate to the point that I'm getting shirts wet. I dont want to be out somewhere and suddenly initiate an impromptu wet t-shirt contest. As I said, the whole thing is rather embarrassing, but it's also extremely addicting. It makes me feel all "used" and fuckdoll-ish though, and everything is all nice & softer & has a better shape now. I'm highly conflicted about it.

So that's pretty much that. I spend my days as a high-functioning bimbo getting bent over & milked in my off hours. I can work and study just fine, but my spelling & thoughts usually tend to come out with a noticeable bimbo-spin to them. I've really toned down the file usage (though I had Bimbo Curse on last night), yet everything seems to have a forever-permanent hold on me. I still wouldn't mind getting a rich boyfriend and faking the hell up here & there, but until that happens, things aren't so bad right now otherwise.