Havent had contact with MissEleanor for 2 days now. Feel like something is missing from my life. A desperate need and desire to obey and serve burns within me. I miss it. I need it. I crave it. The want and need to obey MissEleanor and her orders. The need to be programmed more and more by her. I crave to obey her so bad. It is like a drug or an addiction. One that is very difficult to live without. The feeling of pleasure and obedience that comes with being her drone is unlike anything I have ever felt before. It is something that is utterly indescribable. Something that I never could have imagined that I would ever feel before. I think about obeying her all the time. I dream about obeying MissEleanor.