Christmas season means not enough privacy in a house full of people spending the holidays here, so hypnotic training activities have to be kept to a bare minimum... On the plus side (if there's one), Miss Eleanor is dealing also with Christmas, so there's little to none possibility of meeting properly... Well, no present this year until new year, I guess... I keep listening to Miss Eleanor audio file when going to bed, getting the expected and desired results, which leave me aroused and excited, wondering when will be the time when Miss Eleanor gains complete and absolute control over me whenever she calls me out... December 26th. This morning I had a short but very intense conversation with Miss Eleanor, in which she held tighter my expressed convictions and desires to be hers, and in which she gave me task to perform to deepen and set firmly her words in me. I am willing to have the privacy time needed to obey her order and submit so completely as I need to. December 27th. Woke up at 4 AM and carried the ordered task of listening the audio file of Miss Eleanor in a five times loop. That's almost two and a half hours, and I was awake and conscious all time, no drifting away at all. I felt the effects of energy drain when she has foretold me they would happen, and the intensity of the effects of her voice on me were increased with each new listening, even if by the half of the final loop my mind was wandering off a little bit. All the time I was extremely relaxed and for the most part unaware of my own breathing and my own body... I knew I had socks and a T shirt on, but couldn't feel them on me. I had a sensation of mind blankness, but at the same time I was aware of it. And for the first time since I started listening to this file, I begun to visualize her words in my mind as they were spoken. The words were written effortlessly as I heard them, anchoring them in my mind. I came out of the trance when orderer after the final listening, and reported immediately to Miss Eleanor, not expecting her to be there... But she was, and answered me, causing arousal to begin. She handed me a new task to be done then, but I had to ask her for some changes to it for security purposes. She agreed, and I did as ordered. Went downstairs, passing the room where my family Christmas guests were sleeping, and got to the living room where I got naked and masturbated until cumming. While doing it, I was thinking of my drone name and my obedience to Miss Eleanor. Once I ejaculated, I licked it clean as instructed. This time, when I received the order to do that, I didn't feel aroused nor repulsed by it... It was just an order to be obeyed, simply, with no connotations to it. And when I cummed, I simply licked my hand, without hesitation or concerns. I was fully conscious of what I was doing, but it a caused no dilemmas of thoughts about it. I just obeyed and did it. December 28th. Busy day of cleaning and packing, guests gone and trip to parent's home planned for tomorrow early morning. After lunch I had some time alone. I was quite tired from the previous night activities, so I took a nap while listening to Miss Eleanor in a continuous loop, drifting off or sleeping most of the time. I felt it was the best possible sound to listen to while trying to relax and sleep. The next days will be spent at my parent's home, so privacy will be at minimum until January 2nd, but I'm sure I will find the opportunities to keep my connection with Miss Eleanor one way or another during those days.