I've been missing my mistress and my sissification a lot these days. I ve been dreaming of you mistress... my clitty has shrunk a lot without any control too, it is small and shaved. I don't touch it anymore as it doesn't give me any pleasure to do so. I shave my body hairs everyday and want to make up my eyes so much! I wanna be more yours because your words are still deep inside my mind, devouring my thoughts like a sweet virus. I accept my goal now and try to figure out how to reach it... i am with my son and his mother for christmas but can't feel any arousal from her as I used to. I need you, more than ever, I need your words sooo much! I need you to consume me entierely! Bring me back to you mistress, take me, I offer you my soul... just take it please, I beg you to do so... your delighful little sissy, Judy