It has been an interesting weekend… I had a chat with Miss Eleanor, in which she asked me to show the drawing I had made of the images in my head, and she draw out some very interesting observations regarding its meaning, and based on them, she designed for me a new way of listening to her file, using the power of the images and using them to focus my surrender and acceptance.   My new listenings to the file, using her words, have been different than other times, achieving a greater focusing and depth of trancing. Consciousness is still present, but I am accepting it as a necessary mean of getting there, until I am taken. After a really extensive listening on Saturday night, I met Miss Eleanor in the chatroom, and we had a short session to deepen and anchor my mental state, and she gave me a chain of words forming a loop to get lost into them. Pleasure was used to reinforce the conditioning, but I couldn´t hold until the end, as I was too much aroused.   After a long session of self adjustment, I had a new listening session on Sunday night, especially effective and deep… I did the countdown, using the images given by Miss Eleanor, and after it, automatically, my thoughts got caught into the five words loop over and over again, not even having to think on them. And after a long while, some words disappeared from the loop on their own, and were replaced by others. In the end, my thoughts were consisting in only two words: OBEY and BLANK, and after them, there were no need for thoughts, as I was kept blank but aware for a long time.   It was a most fulfilling experience, and even writing now about it I feel transported again to that kind of state, floatier and slightly off reality.