I did a vast country quest to figure out why I was not working anymore and found that I had never resolved my sobriety issues after the last relapse last summer and had basically been on a dry drunk ever since. Now I am working a program as a full on multiple.

I have stopped hypnotizing others or making new files until I am feeling better, but I am still doing my 80 minutes nightly trance.
Still dressing Butch 24/7. Still waking with wood, and neither growing nor shrinking dick wise. The anti - flaccid suggestions are not working quite as much as before, have been working out about 3 days a week instead of 6. Suprisingly good results for barely reinforcement level trancing with major life stress.