I have been on this site for quite some time, but keep coming back. I find myself listening to the same curses and permanent files from before...then I find myself looking for new ones. My Master is going through some stuff right now and I miss him. I feel lonely and hurt. It'll be okay soon, I just have to wait. I've been listening to lots of dehumanizing files--I even bought dark cage--so I can stay a good slut and wait like the dog I am. I can tell him how this website helped me be a good puppy. Many of the files tell me how worthless I am, that I'm holes. I need to hear that right now. That my purpose is to be used.