So...
Where did I leave off? December. I had a bad flu.

Anyways..
I. had some very odd experiences lastnight. I couldn't sleep for half the night because caffiene and then when I finally did get to sleep.. whoa.

So a short intro to this first. I've been listening to a few files, quite often. The one I've listened to the most now besides curse-enchanted keyboard would have to be Gender Wipe 2.

It takes you down and changes you completely. for the last four days i've been having what feels like strong emotional and internal conflicts between myself and how i relate to the world around me. Strong.. emotional like.. weird self confrontations.

Let's just say.. the file's seeming to work more and more on me but having other wierd side effects. It has suggestions that you'll dream at night of being a girl and that this will eventually change you permanently.

So here's the dream:
The dream:

I remember the start of the dream being something like that of a construction site with white scaffolding like structures stretching as far as the eye can see.

I had many confrontations with people who were from my past during the whole experience. Right now I'm struggling to re write all of this

against my ocd every moment is bitter and painful because I lost two pages of this already written on my phone.

I saw who I think was ash ketchum from pokemon sitting atop the scaffolding and below him sat what looked like a disgruntled meowth.

Then a conversation began between the two of them. The voice came from ash "I want all the prize money from the battle tower For myself! ", his voice said and then continued, "our deal's off!" and then , a young ash ketchum followed by a pikachu leaped off the scaffolding. Which was white, and stretched as far as the eye could see.

Meowth then followed, and Ash along with pikachu darted in and out of the scaffolding, which looked like a huge construction site. Sometimes, the wide gaps being bridged overhead while at other time not. Ash and pikachu both jumped into what seemed like giant paint buckets, and there were a lot of husky men carrying around giant paint buckets, usually two at a time.

There were so many of them though, an angry Meowth snarled. I watched from a distance, tracing their path for only a few minutes.. watching as the men working carried loads of paint buckets around. Whatever this place was they needed paint and a lot of it.

Meowth wasn't happy about their 'deal' being broken and screamed impatiently when he couldn't get his way "Fine I'll just check every single pair of paint buckets then!" he shouted at , an out of earshot ash and pikachu.

I watched and observed, and my eyes were put right in meowth's line of vision. As I watched.. he really was checking every single pair of paint buckets being carried by husky men he could. They were moving so fast though..and one by one.. he lost sight.. though I didn't. I knew where ash and pikachu were and I followed them through this huge construction site. Meowth's glance faded as he lost focus. He gave up frustrated.

I noticed that some paint buckets that were never opened had seals on them, nice obvious ones. If meowth had been smart he would have only been checking paint buckets that weren't sealed. I didn't bother to wonder how ash and pikachu fit into the giant paint buckets nor did I question what my body or form was. I was simply an observer in the dream myself.

The dream went on... and soon I lost track of ash and pikachu as well through the construction site and the dream took a turn. I found myself back in my childhood house. But my room was re arranged to look like my current room. Only it felt cramped.. and crowded. I travelled back in time!!! I was upstairs in the room.. and I was in the past only none of the people in the dream were aware of it. First.. I looked at my cell phone.. and noted nothing important. Though I could have checked the date and time I never bothered. I was just content that atleast I still had my cell phone...wherever I had gone.

The room seemed all too familiar... damage done to the walls and ceiling. What looked like a strange.. tic tac toe or scrabble game you play in a wall was there. I looked closer at the wall and there was a sign in one of the squares that had been carved out of it for placing pieces. "Too close to the hole!" It was written on a wierd peice of paper... I pondered on if this was a hole on the other side of the wall that had been plastered over. In my earlier years.. there were always damage to the walls and such. Either by myself or my siblings. We were rowdy kids. I kept pacing my vision around.. Getting a feel for my environment. All too quickly, I went downstairs. The downstairs was quiet.. eerie.. like in a bad dream.

It smelled just how I remembered it. And then I looked across the kitchen.. which led to a half size bathroom. The kitchen was a long sort of hallway with cupboards, and two openings on either end so really it was just a partially seperated area by a long ish wall with two openings on either ened that led back to the rest of the downstairs. At one end of the kitchen though we used to have a half size bathroom. I looked through it.. and there was the first person I would encounter in the dream. I didn't recognize her but she sure knew me. I didn't speak right away.. I went back around to the living room. It didn't seem odd to me at all that the half size bathroom in our house actually led to the outside of a diner where there was also an out door eating area. And a window, like a balcony door seperated the what would normally be, bathroom wall inside the bathroom, and this view of the area.

I hesitated for a moment... feeling lucid.. confused. Where was I? Then I walked into the balcony door, and spoke to the person. I went and greeted her asking how she'd been. She told me "not too well I'm afraid" If I didn't know any better... I thought I was in another dimension or that my soul had gone out of my body to speak to people I know but can't see to catch up. I asked her why but a look came on her face that was like it was a question I shouldn't be asking, or a question she didn't have the answer to. I sighed miserably and looked around... becoming more confused about my surroundings every passing second. Still with my cell phone on me. I then decided to strike up a question about whether or not chocolate milk is good if you fall asleep for 9 hours and it stays cold but not reaching room temperature but not quite cold like your fridge. She said "I don't see why it wouldn't be." and with that, I smiled and I was off back upstairs to my room to find that damn chocolate milk (Which for some reason in the dream I didn't find odd that there were no previous references to it)

So I get upstairs into my 'room' and I find the chocolate milk. I shake it up and I'm about to open it. I draw a huge blank here. I don't know what I was dreaming about. The scene changes slightly, and now my parents are home. My dad is downstairs and I somehow know everything about my environment like a clever psychic (without having to go down and look) My mother is also there but I'm confused over how they're in the same place. I don't question it. This is where I become more lucid again and begin realizing some things in this "world" don't quite add up or make sense. I check my cell phone yet again.. this time I notice the time. The numbers are blurred though. No new text messages. And I can't send messages. Or atleast, I don't bother testing if I can and I just assume that it probably wouldn't work even if I wanted it to. My attention fades from the chocolate milk and the bedroom to me coming downstairs to mingle with everyone. My first thought: Did dad get ice cream. Don't know why this was so important in the dream. Then I shook my head. No. This is my chance to explore. Snapping myself back into a slightly lucid state I walk around with a higher awareness that.. something isn't quite right. Though without a clue as to what.. I Get some snacks from the cupboard then I speak to my sister.. who seems very ill. I shrug it off insensitively, thinking she'll be fine and get better soon.. and that I shouldn't be bothering her if she's sick. She's younger than me.. and so my parents will probably take care of her. I'm sure we had a conversation but the words don't come to me. I move on again.. and go back to the bathroom where the window was. Now the scene is different. My mother is visiting said friend, and said friend is talking in a funny voice. She's an adult of course.. and in the dream i'm a kid. Probably 14 years old. Ish.

So I'm walking around now.. and then more kids show up. I notice first, Erin.. but a younger version of the one I know in the present. Much younger. Cute.. sweet.. Funny.. easily irritated.. as most kids are. She seems shorter than I remember her being though. Then I look beside me, and it's him. My child hood best friend. I look towards him and he says "heyyyy" in the typical way he always used to. I say heyy back to him and then a thought dawns on me. "oh.. now that you're here" he says and then he trails off. I think I was thinking the same thing but the representation of him in the dream was too weak.. something was about to change... I felt it in my gut. It made me panick a little. I look around.. more kids piling up in the living room and parents out of sight now. I'm in that other friend's house. The adults must be "visiting" in the other room.

It's getting very exciting and wonderful emotions fill me. I start thinking of how awesome it is that we're all here now and we can actually do things. I was considering smash4 with my best friend. But he doesn't seem to know or remember what I'm talking about. Why do i have to be cursed with this knowledge of the future I ask myself. Then I realize too quickly.. I don't even have my 3ds on me... what a drag. He probably doesn't even know what a 3ds is. Then I try to snap out of it yet again.. checking my cell phone or atleast having the mental image of it in my head seems to remind me enough that this isn't quite the time I know.. I don't bother interacting much with the other kids and the dream moves on.

This is where it gets really strange, and I may be leaving parts out from above.. So I'm in a job like place.. back at the construction site again.. This time no sign of ash or meowth. I follow the path way darting, myself this time, in and out of the way of other workers. I eventually find myself in a building with carpet and nice floor. I look around and then some other people show up. Some teenagers. (Oh yes there was another part to I'll get to that in a bit)

"Is the mission starting yet?" one says. "not yet" another says. Then a co worker from my last job speaks up. "This mission is going to be a piece of cake" Another co worker speaks up in front of him "Are you out of your mind? You're only saying that because you're old. youve been doing this for years" I couldn't think fast enough to speak before someone noticed me. "oh look it's HIM" they say. I sigh lightly , it's someone from my old school though I can't point out who and they USED to make fun of me. I look at them.. and glare. A sort of hateful glare. I'm not very good at expressing emotions through facial expression but this one was clear. He backed off. "good" I thought to myself almost audibly. I didn't like being reffered to as him and worse of all, I didn't like being reffered to like THAT.

My eyes darted back to the two co workers talking. They were far more interesting... i'd worry about that asshole later. "You sure we can do this?" one said "Oh it'll be fine" the other more experienced co worker said.. almost with the mischevious smirk he always says.. completely telling that he knows it's not going to be nearly as easy as he's implying. This must have been his way at work, of coping with how hard things were on him. I don't blame him. I braced myself for the worse. A counsellor, looking.. hippie lady comes in to the hallway and then we're greeted by a company CEO of some kind, japanese in nature or atleast in accent. "hello! So glad you all could make it. We have a very important contract mission for you today. Please, follow me" Then we all follow him (the group of about five of us I think, though numbers didn't quite work the same way here for some reason despite reality being semi stable)

We walk down the long hallway, and it leads to a conference room of sorts. "please the briefing and then you short. show us what you can do. Thanks" That was it? I shrugged it off The important looking character leaves.. japanese accent and all.. and i'm greeted by this hippie looking chic. she's wearing the sterotypical clothes, the long blue skirt, loosely fitting, and the all so popular long tie dyed sweat shirt, her hair tied up in a bandanna, some nice sandals that tie up a few inches above her ankles. her hair slightly frizzy.. and a little messy but kept neatly enough you can tell she's trying to go for the hippie look. "alright everyone now for an exercise" she prompts.

I sit confused.. was this a class or a mission? She looks at me. "you first" She smiles then begins reciting something. This is where it gets really wierd. "Please, painfully remove the battery that is your mind , from your body. Feel it throbbing, and pull it out of your body" she's treating me like I'm a machine.. but I somehow end up complying. I get strange sensations through my head.. and indeed a strong throbbing in the back of my head. I can't help but co operate with her. What is this.. "Now I want you to reset "...the words she speaks are blurring.. I can't remember everything she says. "a time and a place when you were" I hear her words.. my awareness flickering in and out. I can't concentrate.. I feel a strange sensation and I'm not even in the same room anymore. Then I get the staggering feeling like i'm laying on something... a couch or a bed maybe. My body feels loose, limp.. and numb. I can hear sounds around me.. people.. laughing.. talking.. are the others also in this state? I can't think clearly enough.. "your motionless" I hear the words. I stop.

"bobbing in and out of "...what is she saying? I can't even hear her... "my voice.. telling you" what? "one of the most pointed hypnotic poems" I focus.. but i can't open my eyes.. i struggle.. and my arm moves in un expected ways. I think I'm going to move it up.. but it sort of lazily flops sideways instead.. I can't control my body.. i can't think.. only listen. Am I this entranced? What happened? the questions run through my mind as fast as they leave it. I find myself rolling around now.. entranced.. For some reason i'm searching for sensation. Somewhat aware still of the way the room was layed out. Some couches on one side.. a strange rised lounge piece on the other made of wood, topped flat with a leather set of cushioning that's sewn into it.

I roll into someone else who's on the floor. My head bonks theirs lightly. I hear someone get annoyed with me.. and they gently nudge me away. I don't feel sorry. I'm too entranced to care .. or worry. I can't help what my body seems to be doing at this moment anyways.. my instincts are craving touch for some reason because of how numb I feel. I flop a bit more before settling. Oh great... something feels wet. Someone's left their cup of drink on the floor. Why would anyone do that? I can't think clearly enough to care. Someone else has to clean it up. I can't hear anything anymore anyways. "good!!" i hear a louder voice. Someone nudges me away gently and i felt a cloth move near my face. She's continuing even though i'm all over the place. I then realize I haven't moved nearly as far as I thought. My sense of motor coordination being heavily distorted. My sense of where I am gone.. "The chance now you will remember what happens." I hear her voice again.. muffled words. I blank out. It seems like almost 20 minutes passes. Im waking up

People around me, they're shuffling around me. I feel changed.. different somehow. I start moving my hands and my eyes open.. I yawn.. I'm definitely naked now at this point.. and DEFINITELY female..or am I? In the dream I seemed to still have the physical perception of a male body.. but I felt very female. I heard someone coming down the hallway. Two people. I stopped and stared up it since the hallway curves around a wall at a slope down to the conference room. "Halt" I said in a lame fashion.. trying to cover myself with pillows and whatever I could find. I hold one down to my crotch feeling very very embarassed. "I'm not decent!" I yell out, to the person approaching. Now this feeling growing on me. Why are they insisting on talking to me when my body is this exposed.. Was I really so deep in hypnosis? What happened.. Why can't I remember. anything.. was this a prank? Then it dawns on me.. I fell asleep... .no I vaugely remember now.. them all leaving and saying

"Since they won't wake up let's leave them like this" and they just walk away Anger fills me. how irresponsible!! and I was left naked to!! I feel cold.. The voice calls "Okay but come up in five minutes. Or you'll miss something very important that your country is doing! We're celebrating it!" I groaned.. my eyes open more intensly now.. and then I realize I was in the middle of trying to put pajama pants back on.. I slide them on and sigh with relief..

I look around. there's pillows... and other people's clothes piled up here to.. what a mess. I then suddenly snap out of it fully awake and my senses get brighter and brighter.. Light seems to suddenly be invading my mind from every corner. I respond to it intensely like it's the first time i've seen such bright light.. a few seconds pass and the light dims back to normal. My body returns to normal from the frozen poised positon it was in.. cant even move when I get those feelings...damn.. I realize I feel way more like a girl than ever before. I look down at my body.. and i can't distinguish it's form very well so I shrug it off and try to finish getting dressed. I definitely feel like someone had a secret conversation with me in my sleep and didn't want me to remember the whole thing... I get the clothes together, and then I go upstairs.

I'm handed a slip of paper by the hippie chic and I glance at it. Written on it are some very technical things about our activity and she glances at me. Why do I get the feeling that she was experimenting on me. I check the paper again. The incantation she used to put me to sleep is on there. There's other things as well. "Your memory test: 100%! You recalled everything! Most students only recall up to 16% during trance" it read. What was this about? Did she have me study academics while I was under.. Then I realize quickly how I didn't even consent to any of this.. or atleast.. I don't remember consenting. This all feels so odd.

That annoying guy is gone and everyone is happy and celebrating. I look on the big screen tv that's displayed and there's a huge party. Then I have to use the bathroom. I find a washroom but the toilet is raised and the things holding the seat up are wonky and wiggly it's mounted on a wiggly set of wood that has an odd angle so when you sit on it your back is supported by an angled wall and you feel like you're going to fall over backwards. I notice the seat is covered in this gross disgusting vile goo.. I try to wipe it off as best I can with tissue but it keeps on coming... NASTY! and it stinks to.. So I just do my business and get out of there as fast as I can... whoever used it before me is having some disgusting shits that's for sure.. looks like super fine grainy diahreah.. I get off it and walk back down.

The hippie chic is standing there now. The guy I don't like was back and he was talking behind my back. He said something about how I used to be...and how I probably partook in abusing animals. That's just downright rude... he's making really unfair assumptions about me. My emotions rise... I get really upset.. I want to say something but I can't.. the hippie chic smiles again and then asks if she can have a word with me. I don't remember anything else.. other than her saying "Tanna" to me.. and me waking up after that very slowly... Whatever it was.. was strange.

The other part of the dream that didn't seem to flow with all of this was that I was in a theatre or a gym of sorts at a school.. and the floor was angled so that it's hard to stand on it because you slide down at a 45 degree angle. Everyone else was sitting just fine in chairs.. but my chair kept slipping. It seemed like gravity only applied to me and no one else in there.. and people were getting annoyed at my disruptive behavior.. Ie falling out of my chair and not being able to get it to stay flat on the ground so I can sit in one place.

This went on for quite some time so I tried grabbing a different chair..other than my own.. and then it seemed to stay a bit better. I was getting alot of heavy emotional critisism from everyone around me.. through out most of this dream. It felt very unfair and based on things that werent in my control. And that's about it..

So then I physically wake up and i'm looking around the room... and I feel just like the dreams were real.. and I'd been put under hypnosis in my sleep.. Everything felt real.. when it happened.

My question to other users is this. Have you ever had a dream where you're hypnotized... and then in the dream you don't remember what happened during hypnosis?

For me this was the strongest part of my dream. Also I woke up from the dream itself feeling completely different. It began lastnight and the night before really taking a hold on me.
Any comments are always welcome.

Also not all the "memories" that came up in this dream are actually from me.. (no I didn't use female take over if anyone's concerned) xD but I do have somewhat of a "multiple" person in one body situation. I won't go into it. I'm not even the original though. That's all you people need to know. <3 I wrote this from the perception of the way the dream went For best interpretation though.