The bad thing about begin a sub at times: if a dom tells you to stay, you must STAY..........Today is another day. i am waiting for a dom to email me with orders, which i must obey. It was his wish that we do this by email. May be he knows that i wait in fear and excitement for his orders..............Last night i did some shopping for some new play things. What did i buy: a hood that you can zip the eyes and mouth close, a ball gag. 3 outfits that show every thing {i will feel very humiliated wearing}, 2 pairs of nylons and one more dido mmmm................ A dom suggested that i wear the hood with ear plugs and the ball gag alone with my collar attach to the chain around my hands, ankles and sit in front of the cam for 1 hour. With the eye and month cover with a lock timer on the the chain... I may just do it in private first with no lock timer, to see how it goes......I have been blind folded and gag before but never have i had my hearing taken away from me...... I believe this should make me into a better sub maybe....