I'm feeling dead inside. A few weeks ago, a hypnotist in a hypnosis chat granted my wish and started working with me to turn me into a bimbo. A slow process, so I could enjoy and evaluate what I like and dislike about it, and readjust myself to my needs. Thing is, he vanished. Haven't heard about him in two weeks. All I have is the craving to go back there and become more bimbo, more my true self. I'm on the verge of tears. I don't know what to do. I just wanna die instead of going back to my previous life.