Although it's been quite a long time since I posted, it doesn't mean I abandoned :). I keep listening to the file, and to a new one, going after my purpose of experiencing full surrendering. A lot of things have been happening in the meantime, and I have been learning and evolving through my experiences in trance, both with myself and with others, always searching for a better understanding of how the mind works and how we can influence it. And regarding that, I had an interesting experience last nigt: trying to overcome the control and trust issues, I asked my subconscious to be totally open to Miss Eleanor while listening to her voice, and proceed to play the files. It was amazing! While she was talking to me, I couldn't feel my body, as it was paralyzed by her suggestion, and at some point I stopped thinking, and her voice became my thoughts. It was really incredible, and I kept trapped in the loop for three times, just immobile and thinking her words in her voice. I didn't drifted off like some other times. The only drawback is that when I stopped the file, the suggestions vanished... Or at least they stopped while she's not talking to me... That opens some interesting ways to explore :)