Seems like all of that hypnosis is taking an effect. The day after my last entry, I went and bought myself some panties :) One of the files (I think good girl 2) had me imagine a very specific color and type of panties to get, and since I was visiting LA, I decided I wanted to have a black panties with pink edges (or vice versa) and that they say on the ass (I <3 LA). I went to several stores and looked around but I couldn't find any unfortunately with the writings on the back, so I just decided to get regular panties. I couldn't do it right away as I was very nervous and I felt my heart rate just race whenever I walked near the women's underwater section. All I could think was how much everyone in there knows what a silly sissy I am and that all the panties would be for me. I left from the first store because I felt too nervous and also because there was a guy at the cashier. I looked around on my phone and I found a very interesting looking store for adult women costumes, but unfortunately, this sissy was why too shy to go in there :( I ended up going to a department store and after circling the place several times, I finally walked to the panties section and started browsing. And Oh My God I felt so relieved and happy once I started to browse and imagine how each pair would like on my butts. I was so at peace and very happy, I didn't have a care in the world or if anyone watched me picking panties, just like a good sissy :) When I walked to the cashier, a women rung me up, and we chatted a little bit about the new year while she folded and bagged my panties while smiling, as if she knew they were for me :)