I've been watching also a lot of sissy material and hypno, and Oh My God do I want to suck a cock. It became almost second nature for me right now to imagine myself in the girl's position whenever I am watching any kind of porn. Even when looking at models posing in their cute outfits, I pause for a moment and just imagine the world through her eyes. "What is she looking at? Is there a guy stroking for her right now? Does she have a boyfriend or is she single?" These are the type of questions that would run through my mind while I imagine being in her body and visualizing everything she would see through her eyes. And of course, imagine how her clothes must feel, how the cock in her mouth must taste and smell, and how the cock pounding her ass must feel while stretching her

Right now, I am seriously thinking about how I could suck a cock, and I figured the easiest way is to find a glory hole. So I've been doing a lot of searching but I couldn't find much luck unfortunately :(. I will keep trying and listening to hypno to better encourage and excite myself. Just so you know, I am planning to buy some pink lipstick along with lipgloss to use with my first cock ;)